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Tuesday, July 21, 2009

sorry and thanks

I DEDICATED MY BLOG (ROAD TO ALSA - THE END) TO :

1. Mas Ari
pelatih yang ngebina gw dari awal debat ampe penghujung karier di kelas 2.

gada ada coach yang sehebat mas ari. the greatest and the weirdest one. kita bisa lolos ISDC bcos of you... aku sarah eric bisa di semifinal ALSA bcos of you. aku elza ruth bisa ampe quarter di ALSA bcos of you..

those underground training..

i owe you a lot..

you always believe us when we told u that we r not breaking into octofinal in ISDC and ALSA (when we actually did)

u never mad when we lost in debate

u ate chevron burger like a pig

we met in airport when i, elza, and ruth r about to go to Jakarta for ALSA...

you sacrificed everything 4 us..

and seems.. the word thank you is not enough to describe how much i, elza, rut love you.

thanks coach..


2. Elza Samantha
temen seperjuangan ku ikut speech sejak kelas satu yang berlanjut ke debat..

makasih udah nemenin jadi temen baik ku waktu speech n debat.. makasih udah ngajarin jadi 1st speaker waktu format BP.. kamu tau aku paling takut kalo udah dapat giliran 1st speaker.. makasih sudah ngelatih n ngebantu aku selama ini di debat.. makasih sudah bisa nenangin aku selama di debat kalo panik.

ingat ga dulu waktu di malam terakhir ISDC kita duduk2 liat bintang sambil makan pop mie curhat2an trus ehem ehem mu lewat.. kurang kerjaan tapi asik.. ngebajakin anak2 ISDC pop mie. ngecengin cwo cakep UI.. malem terakhir ALSA kita nangis2 bombay bareng.. makasih sudah mau bawain analogi 'penis' di saat2 terakhir ALSA.. dan kamu dikira sebagai cwe mesum berjilbab..

trus waktu kamu mandi di ISDC, airnya berubah jadi item, trus panik ga jelas... trus kamu jd cantik sendiri di arabian night ketimbang aku ama rut..
trus waktu kita break octo ISDC yang kita ga nyangka banget URUTAN 16!!!!

ingat ga dulu kita ke dufan BERDUA doang.. ga sih ada bu har, tapi kita cuma maen bedua.. nyobain semua.. halilintar kicir2 tornada niagaragara... trus waktu ke dufan waktu ALSA, tereak2 nama gebetan waktu naik kora kora...

ingat ga waktu kita latian bareng di YM, komputer mu LOLO LOLO, mati nyala sendiri.. jadi keputus putus gt.. trus besok nya aku sok2 jadi coach bentak2 kamu ngelatih "DASAR n FUNGSI"

maaf banget za.. i was really annoying in debating.. ingat ga kita perna berantem di ISDC octofinal gr2 aku panik banget ngelawan jogja? yang actually we could make a winning there... tapi gr2 aku panik.. aku malah berantem ama kamu.. maaf banget aku sudah ngecewain kamu.. alasan kenapa aku panik ngelawan jogja adalah aku takut kalah.. iyah.. aku takut kalah n ngebwat kamu.. ruth.. mas ari kecewa ama penampilanku.. im really really sorry za..

maaf banget za..
i was bossy i was egoistic i was annoying....

all i wanna say is thank you and sorry...
ur the greatest teammate and also a great friend of mine..



i love the moments in dufan, cuma bedua n ninggalin bu har begitu saja wekeke

3. Ruth Gracia
my 2nd speaker yang bikin debate competition makin menyenangkan seberapapun tegangnya itu.

maaf banget i was acting mean in the past time, maaf banget i was insulting you all the time.. maaf banget i was avoiding you all the time.. maaf banget i hurt you deeply, i really really didnt mean to do that.. maaf banget klo aku keliatan nyalain kamu setiap kalah debat, but the truth is... i never blame you..i never think that u made me lost in ISDC and ALSA.. but im really really sorry i make you think that way.. but.. jujur i never blame you.. im not a good captain for you ruth, i always make you feel guilty after the debate, that's really really made me feel bad now.. we lost in the last round of ISDC and ALSA not bcos of you ruth.. you saved us a lot but im the one who screw up and underperform.

we've passed our time together in ISDC and ALSA. we passed the ISDC provincial selection together, all smansa.. we practiced together through YM.. do you remember its always us who stay until late at night..? we changed our FONTS in YM, bagus2an fonts.. and remember when we practiced 'DASAR' with mas ari?

mas ari : efek positif illegal logging?

ruth : kalo hutan nya gundul, they can build an amusement park, so the animals could play in it, and also tempat tinggal mereka kan jadi tambah luasssssss!!! they can play freely and running freely kan jadi ga ada pohon bebassss ga nabrak2


we practiced together in school, being insulted by mrs. U KNOW WHO.. almost switched position, i was gonna be 2nd, and u r 3rd, we planned anything to stop that.. we did underground practiced in my house, we screwed up in arabian nights in ISDC, wearing those freakin clothes.. i broke the glass in ISDC dining room and you were with me.. after we do our speech, we tell each other, "tutup mata tutup telinga!", so during reply speech, we always chat together and laugh.. n you always play those-imaginary-drums. remember you made a brilliant analogy in octofinal ISDC?

ruth : bus kalo jalan mesti dikendalikan supir nya ato melalui rute yang seharusnya ditempuh, supir knows the best for the passengers. supir yang menentukan lewat jalan mana. masa supir harus nurut ama penumpang yang minta nya aneh2?? ga mungkin kan supir nurut ama penumpang yang minta ke klandasan tapi lewat rute jurang ...trus jatuh deh ke jurang.

safira : ITU BAGUS U STUPID, NAPA GA BILANG KE ELJA??

ruth : baru kepikiran sekarang!!!

you and i also made a great analogy of penis.. your words really make up my mind to memperpanjang kisah dramatis penis itu..

we r panic together, we laugh together, we r hating each other, we r angry each other, we fought each other, diem2an.. and.. at the end you moved to jakarta and that makes me really sad. whatever happens in the past, the fun moments.. the sad moments.. the hard moments, u r still my teammate, my old friend.

im very sorry.. and thanks.. sorry i couldnt be a good friend, good teammate and a good captain 4 you..



hey remember in ISDC when the debaters hall was empty we took A LOT of photos together?

4. Eric Henry
my first teammate yang dulu paling getol ngajarin aku..

makasih udah naro kepercayaan ama aku as 3rd speaker.. thanks 4 motivating me.. kamu sering nindas aku nyuruh2 kek babu, but i know its for the sake of my self and our team.. contohnya nyari matter ampe segepok... bikin MAPPING.. waktu masa2nya masih satu tim, sering 'diskusi malam' lwat telpon ampe telinga bengkak ketawa kek kuntilanak di tengah malam.

waktu di ALSA, klo latian aku sering ketawa bareng ama kamu. ngetawain yang ga penting. trus kamu bantu aku ngecengin ehem ehem dari kamar 102, ampe begadang depan lift wisma makara..

maaf banget waktu aku jadi teammate mu aku malah ikut lomba speech.. aku bner2 bingung.. maaf banget i was very egoistic.. maaf banget kamu udah berusaha banget bwat tim kita, aku malah ga bisa konsen full ke debat.. maaf banget..

trus kita nonton 'thank you 4 smoking', mas ari nanya kenapa anak dalam film itu JAHAT? kita cuma betiga ama mas ari itu, nebak2 bedua ga jlas... ampe butek.. dan akhirnya ketemu setelah 2 jam disiksa..

makasih udah bantuin aku bikin rebuttal yang cadas.. makasih banget udah bantuin aku waktu debat jd 3rd.. makasih banget udah mo ngasi tau aku argumen2 waktu debat.. makasih banget sudah mo capek2 repot2 bantuin aku..

ingat ga di semi final ALSA, waktu reply speech.. kita malah ngobrol n ketawa2 sendiri bikin dunia sendiri ampe ga merhatiin lawan lagi..

trus kamu botek2an analogy FATMAWATI..
aku malah ngulang analogy itu di 3rd ampe ga jelas...
ngelawan tangerang senior ampe mo mati..
ngebantai dwiwarna ...

ketawa malem2 ampe bengek di ALSA...

trus waktu kamu kelas 3, kita sibuk nyari turnamen terakhir bwat aku kamu sarah.. tapi ga dapet2..

maaf banget im the one who make our team lost in semifinal..
maaf banget..

and i havent mention straight to you that you are my best teammate.. the one i depend on when debating.. n u r a great friend of mine..


5. Sarah Pujiasri
last but not least.. n always be my closest friend.. temen yang paling aku kagumin, debater terhebat, dan sesosok sahabat yang pengertian..

sarah... aku blum sempet minta maaf ama kamu soal ALSA.. waktu konsentransi ku ga full ke debat.. aku malah ke speech.. maaf banget aku udah egois.. aku bingung banget.. maaf banget sar.. maaf banget aku ga ngehargain kamu sebagai teammate.. im really sorry i make you think that i prefer speech than debate.. the truth is.. i love being in our team.. i love being 3rd in our team.. i love being with you and eric.. i actually dont want to make you disappointed.. im really sorry that i make you feel annoyed..

trus waktu aku nangis ga jelas di ALSA kamu juga ga marahin aku, kamu malah motivate me.. im shitty u know.. i really really regret it..

sorry waktu debat aku ga bisa banyak bantu kamu sar.. maaf banget klo aku cuma bisa ganggu kamu di tim.. i really really dont mean to do that..

i really really miss those moments.. our moments in ALSA.. in singapore.. and now u r in jogja, kuliah..

i havent said sorry straight to you bcos im scared.. im scared that you and eric are going to hate me..

you are the greatest debater sar, mo sehebat apapun cari BPK penabur, jakarta, bandung, i still see you as the greatest debater..

sar im really sorry.. maaf banget udah bikin kamu kesel..
but in my heart you always be my greatest friend, di dalam maupun luar debat.





we didnt take photos during ALSA.. n foto ini mungkin pertama n terakhir kali kita bisa foto bareng...


remember those blazers? we were very excited wearing those blazers.. kita baru againts jogja.. although we lost, we actually succeed..

i really miss you guys

thanks for everthing

and im very sorry i cant be a good teammate and friend..

but i always love you guys..


to sarah, eric and ruth.. i miss you guys, keep debating..

to sarah and eric.. lets debate together.. in the future

to elza im sorry i was so annoying during ALSA and ISDC.. sorry that i make you mad during the octo ISDC..

to ruth.. if i could say sorry thousand times, i would say it in front of you..



I DO MISS YOU GUYS!!!!!!!!!

1 comments:

aribawa said...

all i can do when i read this is crying......
thx for the baeutiful moments that u guys have giving to me.......
Gudluck with ur future guys...anytime u need my favour just call me....allrite....